Mateus Carvalho

My name is Mateus, Carlos Mateus Araujo de Carvalho, and I am from Brazil, in the city of Fortaleza of the state of Ceara, born on October 6, 1994.

I am an extremely simple person, with emotional simplicity of high levels, with simple attitudes and actions, with absolutely inopportunism, understanding, lucidity and detachment, and I am extremely abnormal and of unnatural conscience (this because the person limits his own conscience by account of obsession and importance for one's life and destiny).

Everything I simply hate never shows rancor and hatred for everything in life, because hatred and rancor have very great differences, and resentment and hostility is when one has a habit of showing evil to another.

Everything I simply love never shows great esteem and feeling, because even if a person strengthens their feelings and esteem even more in difficult, bad and extreme moments, they may have real and family problems with other people, person can simply freak out if he loses all the people he loves, and kill the person responsible for extreme anger, and after that, the person can be completely alone, even having high pain and suffering, after a long time, she can become an extreme person individualistic, envious and egocentric, showing only importance to their own obsessions and ambitions.

I'm an introvert, I could not relate, I was very quiet. But I still have extreme reason and high irony. Every time I explain with understanding and the other person responds opportunely for more or less understanding or intolerance, I use my extreme reasoning and I respond for high ironies, with or without rejoicing (if necessary)

I do not like to interact in things without thinking 3 or 5 times, and also do not use the word "believe" for everything in life, but only the word "understand" because the word "believe" has strong connection with complexity, intolerance , understanding, obsession, ambition, etc.

The bad side of fame is when fame not only broadens people's obsession and ambition, but it can also strengthen their opportunism, intolerance, and low self-esteem.

My dream is to live abroad and never again to live in Brazil, because the country is suffering millions of economic and governmental crises in which this has always happened during all those years, and also because Brazilians have extreme complexities, attitudes and complex actions, ambitions and obsessions of high levels, in which they strongly impair their character.

The word "right" has a good strong side, but its bad side is extremely strong, even in difficult, complicated and even extreme moments, despite doing the right things for terrible motivations and monsters, great obsessions and ambitions, and strong connection and great strengthening of low self-esteem, that is, questing and despising everything that is against and what it does not tolerate, and seeking acceptance for everything it approves and wants, far surpassing intolerance. And that's all the fault of high sincerity. The most important thing is to show high lucidity and detachment without ambition and obsession for the certainty, and also not a drop of ambition and obsession for it.

Even if you have trouble doing something for something or everything in life, do nothing at all on this account, and you also have no habit and no intention of doing so. Because this can come at a time when you can ruin things in life. Have understanding, be rationalist, be extremely much more aware and have a sense of everything, understand much more in everything in life than believe, not everything you do, but only cherishes everything in life, etc.